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Thursday the 15th of September 2016


Dear Diary, I woke up early and very positive. I went to my closet and fished out the dirty laundry I've had since like 3 weeks (or more). Settled down to washing, but not before I prayed to God for strength. I really HATE laundry. Finished washing and moved on to washing the bathroom. I was active in the other other group (my new fave, I've got 4 currently), "Getaway" it's called. It was a fun morning with them today and I enjoyed the banter. The females are very beautiful and real, I love that about them.

The rain fell for a bit and I was irked by that, I mean come on!! I just washed!! Soon enough it stopped and I set out to buy "Brazilian wool" for my hair. I like that wool because it doesn't break my hair or hurt my scalp. My "hair dresser" told me her price and I gave her mine (economy, as everyone says nowadays) *shrugs*. I sat down and she got to making my hair, I find it hard to sit for more than an hour and soon enough, my bum bum started hurting and I politely complained, "e pele anty Amaka", she said. I always wonder why she calls me that, even though she knows she's waaay older, oh well... Shuma called me on my Blackberry and at the same time Deya was calling my Android and I thought to myself "oh oh". Something told me it wasn't a coincidence and I was right. It was nothing too serious (thank God!) I ended the one with Shuma and called Deya back, ended that too and focused on the mirror in front of me. Hair done, I went home, then the ping came in, (drama). Half the shii I read had nothing to do with me and I suspect manipulation. I fought for control cos really I'm trying to be a better person, (my chill game isn't the best to be honest). Anyways, I'm not interested in the drama or what anyone thinks is the truth or not, let whoever think whatever, period.

Gozie (bless him), told me something about the stars and planets tonight and I'm in awe. I love his soul a lot, it makes my soul happy. Erm, I only ate once today (because not hungry), I dunno why o. My sister keeps bugging me as I gossip with you darling diary, let me give her attention now biko. I will visit you again tomorrow,, ka odi. 

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