Dear diary, Its has come to the end of the year, this year 2017, a time to reflect and look back on the way the year was spent. I don't quite know where to start my reflection, but my mind takes me back to the Eve of this year. There I was in church, Christ The King Catholic Church. I was happy, I was thankful, I was a dancing child. I still remember what I wore, the make up I wore,,, I have photos and a video. Sigh. I remember greeting folks I knew, and I remember leaving by nearly 1am. I worked on the first day of the year, a great way to start a year. Makeup on 6 girls. I remember my back and hips breaking....or at least that's what it felt like, I remember falling sick the next day. I had pushed myself too hard. I remember my birthday, the 16th of January. I remember the tons of calls, the texts, the social media takeover! My birthday was EVERYTHING!! People showed me something beyond love, that wasn't love, it was something above love, it was God, it was Heav...