Dear Diary, It's been over two months since I last came to you. I won't apologize, but I'll try to explain why. By the end of February, I was getting more and more disturbed and angry at a bunch of people. These people had no idea what I could do to them or their social standing. They kept pushing buttons they couldnt handle. See, I have little or nothing to lose, I love to remind people of this fact so they know not to push me. These other people on the other hand, had A WHOLE LOT to lose. But nah, they be playing. I'm trying to do better, be better,, because of this I opted for the "leave" option. Better for all of us o. So I stayed away from almost everyone for a complete month. Some people thought I was sad or depressed, fam, I was breathing easy, having good flow of energies around me. I was only a little ill at a point but I beat that crisis. (No, I'm not a sickle cell patient). During this "leave of absence", people kept checking in on me....